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What? You've been inspired to get massively in debt before your 22nd birthday, just so you can have a fancy car! Don't say you've never achieved anything, Ringus!
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I never said I hadn't achieved anything, simply that fruits of my labours are a result of a kind of all encompassing drive to have a kickass car. I wouldn't call it inspiration, any more than having a full bladder is inspiration for having a piss.
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You know how I was uninspired, Im not yet particularly inspired but godamn im DOING THINGS. I go to squash club! I sit in the library till after 6 to read courses that I am finally taking an interest in. Im playing guitar with people! Its not really a band but its a start! I am enjoying going out again rather than stressing that drugs are killing my mental life and I have no money. I recover from said parties FASTER. I bought some weights, now I pump IRON. I eat better, for instance, yesterday I bought a Cauliflower. I WROTE SOMETHING. Albeit for creative writing and using AIDs as the opposite of perojative when someones "expartner had aids i had to be examined five times and i will write baout that" is in the same group. that was a mistake. BUT I DIDNT KNOW. It is the second week of term so I am passed first term optimism stage. I have the net at home so Ican finally start listening to new music again, like, in tmo someone might say "oh thats good" i can smaple the track. I read 30 minutes before bed. Always fiction of something fun! Everything is bloody chipper. Still, I bet I can't fucking write these essays Ive got evn with all this excitement.
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my god, what has my online textual self become. The real world seems to be demolishing every last shred of my online personality. for shammmmeeeeeeeeee.
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