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I am fifteen and have been kidnapped and brought to the middle east, forced to serve in the harem of a wealthy middle aged sheik. The atmosphere among the girls is like that of a warped reality dating show. We both dread being called to service and are eager to spend time in the attention of our master, resulting in special privileges and esteem amongst the other ladies. The sheik’s young son has been making eyes at me and has developed impermissible feelings. His father, recognizing this, decides to teach the boy a lesson, and to his son’s disenchantment, chooses me and two other girls to spend the evening with. He leads us all into his chambers and orders the two girls to dance and strip, while he rips my clothes off and roughly holds me on his lap, his cock, or the bits of it not concealed by his paunch, pressed against my lower back. When the other girls are down to their undergarments he orders me on all fours, and through a hairy, drooling leer, spits insults at my exposed behind. “See what a whore this one is.” “How could you want this?” He moves around to my front and with a jeweled hand slaps me hard; I fall to the side but don’t dare act to conceal my nakedness. “I will show you what we do with the likes of her,” as the sheik grabs me and thrusts inside of me. The son, despite himself, has grown aroused, and the father brusquely directs him to the other two. Anger and hatred and wanting build inside of him as he ravishes the women. The father continues to berate me, slaps my ass and lubes up, threatening to violate me in such a way that afterwards, no man, not even his son, will want me… By this time I am usually racked with spasms of pleasure. I never do actually play out the anal act in my mind. Double Moans: The son is fourteen or fifteen and the father chooses me to show him the proper (cruel and beastly) way to release his manly urges. Triple Moans: I am his sister
So, there, I stepped up to the plate and started the fantasy thread. This is one of my milder ones, but still might expose me as the most twisted bitch in the brood. Prove me wrong. What are your fantasies that you would never experience/act on in real life? Or ones that you would/have?
Is such a fantasy life ok, or should I be locked up for sexist/ sado-masochistic/ paedophilic (if 14 is paedo)/ incestuous masturbatory dreams?
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quote:Originally posted by Gleep: Is such a fantasy life ok, or should I be locked up for sexist/ sado-masochistic/ paedophilic (if 14 is paedo)/ incestuous masturbatory dreams?
I've wrestled with this idea for years, not so much suggesting that one should be locked up, but questioning the sense in focussing on antisocial sex fantasies, and the effect it may have on me. It doesn't seem to have an effect on my attitudes and interactions with women, but on the other hand, I'm not convinced it's healthy.
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quote:Originally posted by Gleep: Is such a fantasy life ok, or should I be locked up for sexist/ sado-masochistic/ paedophilic (if 14 is paedo)/ incestuous masturbatory dreams?
I've wrestled with this idea for years, not so much suggesting that one should be locked up, but questioning the sense in focussing on antisocial sex fantasies, and the effect it may have on me. It doesn't seem to have an effect on my attitudes and interactions with women, but on the other hand, I'm not convinced it's healthy.
Are you serious? What isn’t healthy about it? By fantasizing about it, you are in a way admitting it is not the norm… Does anyone have mundane, missionary fantasies?
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who decides whats mundane? i wouldnt want to sit on that panel. i deliberately do not fantasise about non-consensual or borderline violent sex- which meant the stuff with ponies had to go, too ambiguous- because i dont have room for non-consensual sex in my brain, its not something i would feel comfortable being turned on by. does that make me mundane? is that unhealthy? some people want to decontextualise sexual psyche from the rest of their thought processes, as you seem to suggest is healthy, some people arent up for that. horses for courses.
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lol, I read as far as "Nancy" and my brain did that Outlook predict-a-name thing and went "Nancy Drew". Then my brain was confused and progressively horrified by the rest of the post.
Poor brain.
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I don't know VP, at least it would be a different type of adventure for her.
Gleep, sorry to go off on a tangent here, but I don't think posting my own sexual fantasies on here is something I'd feel altogether comfortable with. Being at work doesn't help either!
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Gleep, please can you just clear up a little question for me regarding your fantasy, just so I can be sure that I have the facts right? The 'triple moan - I am his sister' bit. Who's sister are you? The boys? But then is it your dad who is fucking you? But you were kidnapped and taken to the sheik's harem right?
I suppose it doesn't really matter because its fantasy, I think perhaps I was trying to work out the level of incest. It doesn't make a jot of difference to me I was just curious.
quote:Originally posted by Bailey: Gleep, sorry to go off on a tangent here, but I don't think posting my own sexual fantasies on here is something I'd feel altogether comfortable with.
quote:Originally posted by discodamage: who decides whats mundane? i wouldnt want to sit on that panel. i deliberately do not fantasise about non-consensual or borderline violent sex- which meant the stuff with ponies had to go, too ambiguous- because i dont have room for non-consensual sex in my brain, its not something i would feel comfortable being turned on by. does that make me mundane? is that unhealthy? some people want to decontextualise sexual psyche from the rest of their thought processes, as you seem to suggest is healthy, some people arent up for that. horses for courses.
Wowsa Disco is this true. That you do not fantasise about that stuff because you think it's dodgy. Is that how you got around the feminist rapefanta conundrum, or are you being ironic or something? Because if you are serious, then that's incredible. That is one thing that never occurred to me - to stop fantasising about stuff on purpose because it is dodge.
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But what if there you are having an 'allowed' fantasy and then suddenly your mind wanders and for a quick blipvert you are immersed in a helpless gang rape fantasy by a pack of wild dogs? Then you're like eeeep! No no no NO! but it was there, even just for a second? Lol. Perhaps its kind of exciting - imagine if I was fantasising about... but I'm not allowed to... Oooo, I'm being naughty... Bad Disco. Bad bad Disco...
quote:Originally posted by Gleep: [Are you serious? What isn’t healthy about it? By fantasizing about it, you are in a way admitting it is not the norm… Does anyone have mundane, missionary fantasies?
Well... no.. but then there is a feeling I have that by dwelling on certain things you're somehow feeding and nurturing them in your brain and the worry is, I suppose, that they may begin to take root in the conscious mind and produce unfavourable results.
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Oh here is a thing! I was reading in Bust magazine - they have this 'sexpert', Betty Dobson or something - anyway, she was suggesting that you can, by focusing on things while you wank, somehow call them into being. And I was like, sure right Betty, uh-huh. But then I noticed that I kept, well, there was this hott taxi driver that I had a sort of 'frisson' with, and then this hott guy at a bar that sort of chatted me up and I sort of liked.... and the thing that they both had in common was that they were both these huge black dudes. And I never fancy or get off with huge black dudes, and then suddenly it seemed like they were everywhere. And then I thought that whenever I can't be bothered to come up with any fantasies of my own I'll pop over to blacksonblondes and jack off over that. And then I thought, o my god, I am bringing all these huge black dudes into my life because I've been jacking off over them ever since Schism posted the link to that site on these boards ages and ages ago! If I actually start to date or bone a huge black dude then I will know for sure that Betty Dobson was right. ERGO, point being - mebbe there is some truth in this, and Thorn is gonna turn into a horrible degrado-rapervert who likes pissing in girls' mouths after all. But I don't think so.
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Its to do with mental stability isn't it, and the line between fantasy and reality. Some people just don't have that line due to mental health problems that they have such as a specific learning difficulty or a mental illness. But if your mind is healthy in other aspects then there is no reason to worry that fantasising about things will lead to you doing them in reality as you have the mental distinction to draw a line.
quote:Originally posted by Bailey: Gleep, sorry to go off on a tangent here, but I don't think posting my own sexual fantasies on here is something I'd feel altogether comfortable with. Being at work doesn't help either!
I liked Gleep's post and nobody would want to peer into my sexual skull anyway I don't expect, but I agree with Bailey. Particularly as many people here know my work address, publisher, face and multiple other details of my real life -- and as this board is so widely lurked and read by people who don't even post -- I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing how I would misuse my superhero powers.
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A man who thought the Germans controlled his mind, decapitated his mother with a chainsaw. Peter Andrews, 44, was charged with the attempted murder of Joan Andrews, 80, at their Leicester home.
Andrews was charged with attempted murder as, although he intended to kill his mother, he had not done so as she had already died in her sleep.
A jury ruled he was unfit to stand trial and he was detained indefinitely in a psychiatric unit.
The paranoid schizophrenic, who was obsessed with 1980s singer Sonia, called a nurse and told her he had chopped his mother's head off, a court heard.
'I've killed her'
He was the sole carer for his mother, also a schizophrenic, after his father Leonard died in May 2002.
Prosecuting, Frances Oldham QC, said on 28 January last year Andrews's psychiatric nurse received a phone call asking her to visit him.
When she asked if his mother was unwell he replied: "She's dead. I've killed her."
"I have given her an overdose of diazepam and I've chopped her head off with a chainsaw."
When police arrived at his house they found Mrs Andrews's severed head lying next to an electric chainsaw and decapitated body on the settee.
DIY chainsaw
Pc Adam Riddlesdon, of Leicestershire Police, told the court: "I noticed what appeared to me, it looked like a lump of meat, in the lounge.
"I realised it was in fact a severed head on the floor.
"To the right of me lying on the settee was a decapitated body and in front of the head appeared to be a DIY chainsaw."
When arrested and cautioned, Andrews told police he had been planning the attack.
"I didn't want them to take the body and freeze it. I didn't want her to go back into a home," he said.
Andrews, who was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 1990, was remanded into secure accommodation, and interviewed by psychiatrists.
Unfit for trial
One, Dr Stefan Davies told the court: "He tried to convince me that World War III began in 1990 and since that date the country had been under the control of the Germans.
"He believed that he was receiving messages from the Germans at that time.
"Looking back through his notes they talked about a pop star called Sonia that had had some influence on him.
He said Andrews could not stand trial as he believed the jury could read his mind and only jury members from another planet would be suitable to try the case.
A second consultant said the defendant believed Tony Blair or David Blunkett had the power to get him out of secure accommodation
But they would not as they were trying to hide the fact that the Germans were ruling the country.
A second jury later returned a unanimous verdict that Andrews had committed the act of chopping off his mother's head.
'Driven to despair'
Graham Buchanan, defending Andrews, said: "The evidence is pretty clear that she was, in fact, dead by the time of decapitation.
"It has to be asked, though, how on earth he was left alone to medicate himself and his mother on a daily basis with just a fortnightly visit, how on earth such a situation could come to pass. It simply drives one almost to despair."
Judge Michael Stokes QC ordered him to be detained indefinitely at Arnold Lodge medium secure hospital in Leicester.
Andrews said nothing as he was taken out of the dock.
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A teenager has denied raping and murdering his 92-year-old great-grandmother. Jamie Limbrick pleaded not guilty to the murder and rape of Marjorie Davis between 1 and 4 September, 2003.
Mrs Davies' body was found in her farmhouse building at Upleadon, Gloucs, in September 2003.
At Bristol Crown Court Mr Limbrick, 18, also denied arson and three counts of theft. He was remanded in custody until the court case on 16 July.
The farmhouse owned by Mrs Davis's daughter and son-in-law, had been badly damaged by fire.
The three theft charges relate to a debit card, £200 in cash and £50 in cash belonging to Mrs Davis.
In court on Friday, Mr Limbrick spoke to confirm his name and deny each of the six charges.
quote:Originally posted by Uber Trick: Gleep, please can you just clear up a little question for me regarding your fantasy, just so I can be sure that I have the facts right? The 'triple moan - I am his sister' bit. Who's sister are you? The boys? But then is it your dad who is fucking you? But you were kidnapped and taken to the sheik's harem right?
Actually the double and triple moan variations don't have to follow the exact same story line. I could be the sheik's daughter forced to live with the other gals like a commoner Or, I could have been kidnapped as a wee youngster and somehow by fate ended up in the house of my father...
I was hesitant to post my little daydream for all the reasons mentioned, but as I have relative anonymity on this board I figured what the hell.
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No, exactly Gleep, you can do that as you are relatively anonymous but I don't want you to feel that its not a good thread cos its a blinder but, you know... thanks for clearing up the extras!
I have my favourite fantasies, my kind of sure fire winners, but then after a while they get a bit used up and worn out so you have to vary them. I'm sorry I can't divulge more. Perhaps middle of the night after too many glasses of wine - you may find this thread comes to life after hours tonight!
BM sorry for sounding stupid but what were your trying to say with those stories? Was it in relation to my mental stability comments? Or were they just your sexual fantasies